♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008.
ass laa..i juz kena drenched in the HEAVY BIGG rainn.lols..it's fun laa..but onli without my hmwks with mee.stupid..my hmwks are HALF DRENCHED.phew.i TRIED damn hard to SAVE MY HMWKS.lols.andd i succeded. :DI LOVE L.LAWIET.omg.HE'S HOT.okays..i noe im madd.ppl who hab been going out with me recently will noe. xDHE'S SO DAMN ATTRACTING ME.lols..the comic L and the real L ARE SO DAMN NICE.wth~ im crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. x)ha..but one thingy i would say.I DIDNT SEE THAT U HAVE TRIED.I SEE NOTHING.and i will be straight.I DONT EVEN GIVE A DAMN IF U CRY.frankly speaking,u keep thinking u've done enough,u've done enough.u tried caring,u tried caring.TO ME,U'RE NOT.ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ASS FALL FRM THE CHAIRWHEN U SAY U CNT DO IT BUT U NOE IT?plss laaa.STOP GIVING URSELF LAMEEEEE EXCUSES LAAA.stop wanting ppl to give in to u..YOU ARE NAIVE.haa.I SHALL BE FRANK TO YOU.YOU ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES.I SHALL SCOLD UNTIL I SEE STH HAPPENING.are you caring? NO.are you sensitive enough? NO.have you EVER tried enough? NO.have you EVEN tryy to listen to others and put to action? NO.THIS IS THE IMPRESSION U GIVE TO OTHERS.stop saying u are at ur limit.stop saying u have done enoughstop saying u are at your beststop saying other ppl dont want to give you chancesstop saying u understandstop saying u triedstop saying THAT YOU ARE ALONE AND THE WHOLE WORLD HATES YOU.coz.TO ME.YOU DIDNT EVEN TRIED.u ass.take my incident for an example.ON THAT DAY,i talked to you even when im on the streets,trying to make you understand.andd i tot u did.GUESS WAD.u said u read my blog EVERYDAY.u said u will be more alert.IN THE END?u asked me how's my interviewu told me that i would make itARE YOU TRYING TO CAUSE MY SUICIDE?u said u read my blog,u said u will be more alert.andd i trusted u that u understood me.BUT WHAT IS THIS THAT U RETURNED TO ME?I SAID THAT STOP GIVING ME REMARKS THAT SEEMED SACRASTIC TO ME.I SAID THAT IM ON THE VERGE OF SUICIDAL.u tink i said it for fake?u tink i said it for fun?OR YOU THINK THAT THE WORDS U SAY WILL NOT HARM PPL COZ IT'S JUZ WORDS?let me tell u.WORDS ARE THE MOST LETAL WEAPONS IN THE WORLD THAT COULD CAUSE PEOPLE'S LIVES.plsss laa.stop saying u understand.stop saying u are at ur best.NO ONE IS AT THEIR BEST.people have to keep on looking at themselves and change for the beta.NO ONE SHOULD THINK THAT THEY HAVE DONE ALOT AND PPL HAD TO RETURN YOU UR HARDWORK.plss laaa.YOU ARE NOT A KING OR QUEEN.you are juz a human like me,like EVERYBODY ELSE.i dun care if u cry,I DONT EVEN GIVE A DAMN.face it girl.FACE IT.NOT RUNNING AWAY FRM IT.you are giving urself LAAAMEEEEEEE excuses.thats all i could say.andd oh yar.people whom u have spoken to,they almost bang themselves on the wall after the talk..pls reflect on urself.this is the same that goes to everyone who's reading my blog.STOP BLAMING PEOPLE AND START REFLECTING ON URSELVES.u will noe that HOW stupid you are,after SERIOUS reflecting on urselves.Jinxiang.xD
