♥ Saturday, March 08, 2008.
HEY..im sooo damnnn pissedd off nw.nt reali pissed off laa.is fuckkedd upp.sianned.i've cried for the last two dayys.2dayy i oso cryy.LOL.cry for my fwen,cry for my results,cry for my interview and cry for the show.LOLi noe u will -.-'' at the last reason.HAHA.sian-ed..i've been crying laa..wads wrong with me.I WAN TO RUN AWAY FROM THE REALITY.here is my beautiful results.eng - 63.5 B4hmt - 59.7 C5maths - 47.5 D7sci - 77.8 A1geog - 82.5 A1hist - 38.0 F9lit - 69.3 B3HE - 72.7 A2lols..beautiful rites?andd mdm ruhaiza will be calling my parents soon.sian. maybe my results will be beta if i dont slack.fuckk.iim going cryy again. maybe my psp will kena confiscated.i reali think that sth is reali wrong with my maths.i passed both my class tests.but yet i failed.by 2.5 marks.maybe she's rite,im deceiving myself..47.5 means 47.5.they dont even care if u nid how mani more marks to pass..fail means fail.andd i've failed.another thing.I CANNOT MAKE IT.i HAVE to kiss my tie andd say goodbye..hais.i dun wan this to happen..i dun wan to see myself leaving my fellow besties prefects.i tink i will cryy when i kena sacked.hahas..maybe u guys will think i deserves it.YUPS..u're rite. i DO deserves this.i will miss my tie..andd u guys will be happy when going out with me without the tie.im feeling damn terrible nw..wth..i reali wish to run away.i cnt stand my parents unhappy coz of my results.i cnt stand of my tie being removed away.i cnt stand myself for being such a BLOODY ASSHOLE FUCKER SLACKER.I HATE MYSELF FOR EVERYTHING.BUT I DESEVES IT ALL..I DESERVES IT.AND THIS WILL CONTINUE TILL THE DAY I DIE.wad will u guys do if i commit suicide at this moment.will u ever cryy for me?will u even care if im alive?i guess not.COZ I DESERVE IT..i deserves it all.it's my fate..I REALLY HATE MYSELF..I'VE FAILED.i duno how to climb up again. im really lost. what should i do?do i need a penknife?Jinxiang.xDLabels: I HATE EVERYTHING.including MYSELF.
