♥ Sunday, April 27, 2008.
heys peep!hais. nw actually hmwking using com. lazy write.zzz.den resting nw..so DECIDED to blogggg.! (:aniways. b4 i continue,i shall say sth.HONGPING!thanks for everything ytd.but i still decided nt to tok to him YET.if after 3 days,starting frm 2day,he didnt tok to me.i'll juz forget it and get on with my HAPPY life.if he DID talk to me,okays. den i shall maintain this relationship with him.i dont care those bloody feelings that confused me le.andd.JIAYOUS PING! i support you!dun give up laa. rmb when we said that we wan to help each other tuitor?WE CAN MAKE IT DE! if i can make it by staying awake and trying to understand wad cher's trying to say,U CAN MAKE IT!i believe in you~ (:JIAYOUS!okays. backk to posting.2day i HAVE/MUST COMPULSORY to complete my lit portfolio,eng andd hmt.wth. HMT'S THE WORST LA.nvm. tryy to chiong finish! (:ppl muz jiayous for me!i oso nid support! LETS SUPPORT EACH OTHER!i noe it's tiring nw. andd lots of us are giving up now.BUT WE CAN MAKE IT! believe in each other! :Dafter this, WE WILL HAVE FUN DURING JUNE HOLIDAY!can go outing,bbq-ing,ice-skating,movie-ing.ANITHING!juz bear with it ppl.while im saying all this,im actually encouraging myself!u ppl shld noe my spirit! HAPPY,OPTIMISTIC,AND CHEERFUL!thats wad most ppl describe me.SO LETS JIAYOUS! THINK THE RIGHT WAY! (:jinxiang is always tere for u ppl! (:but i oso nid support~!andd.hais..im sorry that i toked to him again. but it's juz a short while.real damn short. nw im nt toking to him le.i noe that u're quite happy that i stopped toking to him.andd,i tink. I TINK. he's going to the concert bahhs.andd also. i sure zai go if that day nth is on.u shld be happy bahhs.! good for you! (:maybe u can take over myy place and continue toking to him everyday.thats wad me and him are doing for the past few weeks.toking and chatting everyday.BUT IF.the coming 3-5 days he DID talk to me,i'll maintain this relationship with him. NO MATTER WHAT.if he didnt,den i'll forget it and continue with my life.SO HOPE U PRAY HARD HE DIDNT TALK TO ME.andd admit that u liked him. i told u i dont mind laa. im okay with it.why muz u fake and say no lehs? tis will onli make me tink u very wad.im sorry to say so straight forwardly..good luck to u and him. and dont eveytime push things to me.like the promoting. if u wan ask den ask! dun push to me unwillingly.dont pity for me. i dun nid it.i juz wan ur most realistic reaction and feelings. thats all.i dont know if he noes that after 2day i wont be toking to him.so when u online,keep him entertained.(:web cam him if possible.hahas! HE DAMN STUPID RITES! x)aniwayys.i dont care le..he's none of my business le.i admit that i will miss him. but i tink i'll be alrite. u beta prayy hard that he dont tok to me.hehes! x)okokays.I NEED TO GO BACK WORK LE! hais.ANI PPL CAN HELP ME DO MY WORK?! IM SUPER LAZY LAAAA~~T.T helpp me plss~~AND.WHO IN THE WORLD GOT CHINESE ELECTRONIC DICTIONARYCAN LEND ME????!!! I SERIOUSLY NEED IT BY FRIDAY!!!last but nt least.3 days to MYE.3 days to HIST paper.3 days to 1st annivers for patrick norman. RIP.2 days to geog test.1 day to start panicking.hope all westview-iians would still rmb him.1 min of silence on wed. me and juan are doing it.Jinxiang.xDLabels: i've realised that im getting deeper into those feelings..andd i missed him everyday.
