things will never be the same .

♥ Sunday, September 20, 2009.

heyys , im so sorrry D:
i abandoned my blog again . for like 1 mth plus again .
ARGH , im lazy luhhhs .

actually glad that my blog is dead , coz i kinda dont feel like posting .
and also , when i got the mood , i'll post damn lot of personal stuffs (?)
hahas , lotsa things had happened .

some are beyond my control .
so disheartening .

anyways , i've just read my previous post .
yea , o lvl mt oral went quite well . which i didnt expect so .
and my o lvl mt listening ....
hmmms , idk if i got screw . but sounds like i screwed like 1 or 2 qns .
and I TOTALLY SCREWED MY ENG ORAL .
argh , coz it's mdm prema who's the examiner .
sorta damn stressed up.

2 weeks to EOY .
2 weeks to his bday .
1 mth to o lvls .

and they will be gone .

im sad coz they really helped me a lot and guided me .
and they are always my best seniors ! :D

lalalalaaaa ~

damn stressed now .
coz tchers are all panicking . making us also panic tgt with them.
give us tons of work . and duh , im a slacker .
but no choice , have to do it . die die also have to do D:
and after EOY , it's o lvl mt papers le .
im prepared to get below A and back to express CL stream .

okays .
i've got to know a new friend/senior .
he is kelvin ! haha , got to know him at sports day .
with he and his friends distrubing me all over the place .
he's really nice , but im sorry that i've gotta hurt him .
coz i dont wanna him to waste his time on me .
im sorry , and move on . im not worth it .

if he really happens to see my blog , that's good .
but if not , hmms .
just friend-cum-senior .
dont pin ur hopes on me at all .

last but not least .
i did mention that his bday's coming soon eh ?
but sigh , he started to ignore me again .
but nvm , i've got this feeling that , my feelings for him has faded a bit .
good sign eh ? but im also not too sure .
time will fly and soon i'll find back my freedom .

AND ! im a fan of twitter .
if i didnt really post , refer to the top left hand corner .
there's this box to let non-twitter users to seee my tweets .
it's kinda like portable blog . hahas .
but u've gotta tweet within 140 words .
so yea . im also kinda posting but not in blogger .

gtg ! byeee !
good luck people !

Jinxiang .