things will never be the same .

♥ Thursday, October 15, 2009.

what am i going to do ?
it's just a vicious cycle .
and im very sad .

guess what , i saw myself in him .
i dont want him to be the same like me .
it hurts and there's going to be nothing in return .
i really see myself in him . and this cant go on .
how ?
he's a really nice person and i dont want him to waste his time on me .
but seems that he had difficulty like me .
and he's just another me .

how ? as day goes by , im getting more and more panic .
i dont have the appetite to eat and drink now .
my smile and laugher are so not lasting .
tears fills my eyes whenever im freee or alone .
what am i suppose to do ?
he's a really nice guy and he dont deserve to go through what i've been through coz it's really very tiring and he'll just end up getting hurt .

how i wish he could find my blog and read this post .
bcos i want him to forget me and get himself a better girl .

sigh .

next , I'VE BOUGHT A NEW BAG AND SKIRT ! ;D
lols , oppps . the sudden change of attitute . dont care about that . just continue reading :X
actually tday not going out de . but need buy new bag
COZ THE OLD BAG REALLY SUCK LAH .
frankly speaking , after i bought that old bag ,
I SERIOUSLY TOTALLY REGRETTED IT . wtf .
lols . but nvm . I'VE GOT A NEW BAG ! ;D
and , damn shit .
tmr got choir ! D:
and worst still , GOT COMMITTEE MEETING AFTER CHOIR !
coz instructor wants to see us . wth .
confirm drag until damn long . ARGH -.-

and i suddenly rmb-ed that there's pe tmr ! SIAN !
lols , everything seemed so sianed now .

but there's sth damn shiok
i just realised that the other sch's are still having exams and people are mugging like crazy
while im in my bed slping comfortably :D
WAH , DAMN DAMN HAPPY SIA !

okays , enough of crapping .
hmms , still got anything to sayyyyyyy ? o.O
oh ! okay , i know le .
damn him , i talk to him online in afternn , until now haven reply me .
wtf , and he onlined like from afternn until now ?
argh , i feel like slapping him .
and his BELATED PRESENT is still with me -.-
argh , he suck lah
he's back to the bo chap mood again .
damn .

anyways , hmms .
end of post ?
:D

BYEBYE ! ;D

Jinxiang .