♥ Wednesday, November 04, 2009.
sometime we just dont click anymore . hope you guys would understand that ,
things arent same anymore and we cant go back to how we used to be .
things have changed , so as everyone of us .
we're just friends now .
not really the best cliques like how we used to be .
i know that we'll really miss the old days where we would joke while walking ;
sing and laugh ;
screaming awayyyy like crazy people :D ;
gossiping and disturb here and there . HAHAHA .
those are surely wonderful memories .
slowly , one by one , you guys starts to realise the difference .
that's good . at least im glad that people are starting to aware of it .
not just me . coz i knew it long ago .
and i've given up .
sad to say , i really lose hope alrdy .
if things arent meant to be , then just let it be .
do you know ,
in the past , when i used to look at you people , my heart will ache ?
but now , not much of heart aching .
just more of sighs .
maybe at this point of time , we dont really need each other anymore .
we have our own friends and we're drifting away .
and admit , sometimes we just dont feel like being tgt anymore like how we used to be .
i really thank you guys for giving such wonderful memories
and such a good experience on having to know how it was like to have a good bunch of friends
and having fun that i had nvr experienced for my past 15 years worth of life .
but i guess it's the time to move on yea ?
thankyou for ur hardwork and efforts into maintaining this friendship for the past 10 mths .
and sorry for me giving up 1st . i've let you peeps down and lost control of myself , flaring every single time , every single day and not being a good friend .
just to let you guys know ,
no matter what kind of expressions that u made , what things that u've said ,
i would nvr forget .
esp the times we had .
thank you :D
and ,
i love you guys .
good bye .
Jinxiang .
