♥ Saturday, March 20, 2010.
you must be honoured that i had to type another 2nd post .
coz i couldnt stand the things that u said .
you said you know . you said you cant do it .
let me ask you .
words are more important or actions are more important ?
you said that u're not flexible . but you can LEARN how to be flexible .
since last yr , th 1st cold war incident (if u rmb )
i've been waiting for you to learn and change .
FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR , u SHOWED me that you learnt nth .
people dont get their EQ overnightt , duh .
for god's sake .
and instead , you got worse . what does it show ?
you go think about it .
and seriously , if imma pick ur imperfectness
there's never-ending to it .
what im picking , is coz it wld affect ur future life .
i dont want you to continue going like this .
you will go nowhere .
you gotta at least change and learn to react .
dont wait for people to come and tell u .
for now , yes , we can tell u coz we know each other alr .
but have u ever thought that , once u leave th sch ,
once u get into new surrounding ,
being like this will definitely demoralise you to th max .
and yes , YOU ARE SELFISH .
idk is coz of your damn pride or timid or whatever shit .
you dont dare to take a step out . you choose to ignore .
sorta using others to ignore current things.
okay , i didnt really mean use . it's just a form of example .
and you are just going to say .
YES , IM WEAK . IT'S MY WEAKNESS .
when you can actually learn and change .
GROW UP . rely on yourself .
dont be such a baby and expect people to spoon feed you on how they are feeling .
at the very least , be sensitive enough on what th things u do wld give people what kind of reaction .
you say you cant feel .
then i just say , i cant care .
im not as caring as before . im not as nice as before .
and we didnt really acted abruptly .
is coz u didnt notice it thats why u said 'abruptly' .
you dont need talents to feel .
use your brain to THINK .
just put in effort and just think .
you dont even want to think .
you just keep on saying u cant feel . DUH .
and about hongping .
sorry to say this but there's more to it .
i know you're trying to help her say sth .
but i'll just make it clear that ,
it's not that simple as it seems alr .
and i know that they are nice people with normal troubles .
I DO KNOW .
and seriously , i dont really mind about them .
argh , im going to write an essay again if imma going to continue .
for short , it's just not as simple as you thought .
and you asked me spare a thought for her .
den who's gonna spare a damn fucking thought about me ?
and get ur facts right .
i said facts about you . and thankyou for not say bad stuffs about me .
and it's not about being in different class .
it's about how you people balance your piorities .
and lastly .
real friends . yeah right . you still gotta cheek to say real friends .
but to be exact .
if we ARENT real friends , this thing wouldnt happen .
if you want to know everything ,
i can tell you . including enlighten hongping abt our friendship .
but be prepared that i would put things in harsh way .
and i mean what i wrote on fb .
im totalyl fine with anything . it's with you .
decided on anything you want .
Jinxiang .
